Quit

I wrote a post a few months ago, about the President of our PTA. In a nutshell, it said that she is crazy. She went off about about another mom, to me. Even though she doesn’t know me she was effing this and effing that. She also felt comfortable enough to call her the C WORD! I am not sure how other women call each other C**T. I mean really. Needless, to say I was not impressed. Horrified is more like it.

I do the newsletter for the school and it has been a nightmare from the begininning, nevermind her craziness. For the last deadline only THREE people sent things in. Not much of a newsletter. I sent her an email and asked her if she really wanted this etc… She said she did. We got that resolved until she proofread the newsletter. When she emailed it back our software programs don’t agree. When I emailed her BACK, I never heard anything. I am crazy busy at work and don’t have time for this. On Monday, I sent her an email that I was done. She didn’t go off, but she felt like this was something I was doing to her.

SInce, my surgeries I am being very discerning where I put my time. This is not working for me. On a whole number of levels. I find the whole thing frustrating. I had my polarity session and we discussed this drama. Instead of thinking of myself as quitting (since I have a strong work ethic and only quit when I have driven myself and everyone around me crazy), she suggested I think of it as a completion. I have completed whatever I was supposed to do and it’s time to move on.

Now I have to email her back and tell her I really am quitting, I am complete. It is also true that I still have a 50% chance of having surgery again. That alone, means the less drama the better. I think that works in my favor. Although I should not feel like I need an excuse to leave something that is not working for me. Its that Supermom, can do anything, martyr thing…..